Black White Stripes

"The Japanese say you have three faces. The first face, you show to the world. The second face, you show to your close friends, and your family. The third face, you never show anyone. It is the truest reflection of who you are."

I turned 20 on November 17, and it felt surreal. I don't know how to put it but being 20, somehow, scares me a little. I'm not a little girl anymore. I don't like it. It's like someone pulled me out of my comfort zone.

Anyway, did the 20 facts challenge on Instagram and I don't know why but I feel to share it here since I think this is a chance for me to open up. So, here's the fact (anyway, I change some of them due to my "overthink" personality):

1. Moody.

2. Drawing/painting is the only thing I do since forever. It's a way to express myself.

3. Comic junkie. I currently have around 650 of them on my shelf. 

4. I write novel and stuff but they're only for myself.

5. Cockroaches should go extinct.

6. I don't like horror and blood-related movies. I just don't. 

7. An introvert. I'm shy and I don't know what to say unless people open up to me first. No good on expressing my self as well.

8. There are two moles on my right arm that will meet when I fold my hand. I weirdly like it (I know, it's hard to imagine).

9. Have such a weird sense of humor I can laugh at something that's not even funny. 

10. It is really, really hard for me to get angry.

11. Love love love Japanese food, mangas, animes, fashion, and culture. I wish I could live there. 

12. Sushi is life.

13. My favorite place on Earth is my room.

14. I have a major crush in cute and awkward guys (I'm not really into romantic and manly types).

15. Family comes first.

16. I eat imagination for breakfast.

17. Am a huge fan of strawberry+banana smoothies.

18. Like to observe. I'll unconsciously glare at something.

19. Overthink.

20. Easily touched. I cried a few days ago just because two out of three Masterchef Junior's contestants were eliminated.

My friend asked me what was the point of changing some of my facts. Well... I just feel like it. I think the facts that I exchanged describe me best. Another friend told me that I don't have to put too much thought on it cause people won't really read it anyway. But there's me, who reads everyone's facts carefully. I read other blogger's post. I put in so much thought for those people who really reads. I hope it doesn't bore you.

By the way, I am sorry for not posting for almost 2 months. Assignments are killing me. I know it's the same excuse every post but really, I have no other objection. And for me writing blog needs so much energy (especially on editing) to make the post turns out nicely. I have been writing this post for a month and finally I got a chance to post it. See you on my next post! :)

Xx,
Firda